My Fanfiction [Archive]

For simplicity, I decided to collect all my fanfics here.
I am the author of all fanfics posted on this journal, some are x-posted on various forums and in some lj-communities (j-rock fanfics). Some were posted by my other LJamainemuri, so do not be alarmed when you see that LJ posting my fics in various communities - the links re-directs onto this LJ anyway.

I hope you will enjoy your stay here in the world of darkness!
(and smutty man on man smex)

***Disclaimer: I do not own anyone. This is a work of fiction. I do not make any money from it.***

SERIES
S-CONSCIOUS [FINISHED]

Pairing: GacktxMana, Manax?, KözixMana
Rating: Varies from PG to very explicit content, mostly NC-17.
Genre: Romance, smut, angst, fluff, drama
Warnings: bad language, man-on-man sex, rape, mentionings of suicide attempt, abuse,...
Author's note: I'm too bad at writing summaries that I won't even try to summarize this series. Really.

Chapter One || Chapter Two || Chapter Three || Chapter Four || Chapter Five || Chapter Six || Chapter Seven || Chapter Eight || Chapter Nine || Chapter Ten || Chapter Eleven Part I Part II || Chapter Twelwe || Chapter Thirteen || Chapter Fourteen || Chapter Fifteen Part I Part II || Chapter Sixteen || Chapter Seventeen || Chapter Eighteen || Chapter Nineteen Part I Part II || Chapter Twenty || Chapter Twentyone || Chapter Twentytwo || Chapter Twentythree || Chapter Twentyfour || Chapter Twentyfive


Gardenia [On-going]
Pairing: KözixMana
Raiting: PG for now
Genre: Romance
Warnings: none
Summary: Set after Gackt left Malice Mizer. Közi and Mana's relationship has bloomed to something completely other. But where does that leave Mizer?
Chapter One


A Night To Remember [On-going]
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: Mostly NC-17
Genre: Romance, supernatural, smut, fluff,
Warnings: Blood, murder, man-on-man sex
Summary: A night in 18th century France, noblemen gather for a party.
The darkness is lit up by candles, a romantic and mysterious setting
for a masquerade. What or who hides in the shadows?
Author's note: Most probably will end with less than ten chapters. If I don't get some pang of unstoppable inspiration, that is.

Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five

Tokyo Nights [On-going]
Pairing: KözixMana
Rating: NC-17 just to be safe
Genre: drama, romance, some smut is on its way
Warnings: masturbation, man-on-man sex
Author's note: Set before the time of Malice Mizer.

Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three part I
Chapter three part II
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six

J-Rock Cruise[On-Going]
Pairings: There will be too many... ManaxHizaki, KyoxMana, DiexKyo, GacktxMana to name a few.
Bands/Characters: Közi(solo), Moi dix Mois, GacktJOB, An Café, Alice Nine, Dir en Grey,
the GazettE, Versailles, Kaya (solo), D, X Japan, Miyavi (solo)
Rating: Varies. I think it's safe to say +15.
Genre: crack, humor, smut
Warnings: OOC, randomness, failed crack, bad language... [there will be added more warnings later]
Summary: Being busy and working hard as a rock star is tiring and they need a vacation too, a place to relax. To get away from annoying fan girls and stalkers a j-rock cruise is arranged, but how relaxing will it really be?

Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three

Forbidden [On-going]
Pairing: mentioned TetsuxMana, later GacktxMana
Rating: NC-17
Genre: drama
Warnings: non-con, human trafficking, man-on-man sex
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not make any profit from this.
Author's note: I'm not entirely sure about this fic... It came to me in some odd bout of inspiration but I don't know where it's heading or how long it will be. Bear with me! Comments and feedback is very appreciated!

Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five


Transient [On-Going]
Pairing: KayaxMana
Rating: PG-13 as for now
Genre: drama, romance
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four

ONE-SHOTS
Beneath the Surface
Pairing: ManaxGackt
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: romance, tiny bit of angst, smut

Be my Pet
Pairing: ManaxGackt
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: humour, smut
Summary: Sometimes a prank doesn't turn out exactly the way you imagine it.

Lace Gloves
Pairing: ManaxGackt
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut
Summary: "I think we ruined your skirt"

Sexy Beast
Pairing: GacktxKazuki
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut, smut and more smut
Summary: Mostly in Kazuki's POV

Drunken Lust
Pairing:Yu~kixGackt
Rating:+18/NC-17
Genre: smut

The Promise
Pairing: KözixMana
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut, a bit angst
Summary: One night, he showed up, crying on my door-step. What choice did I have but to comfort him, to let him hold me?
Author’s note: Hope you enjoy this little one-shot, written in Közi’s pov

Pictures
Pairing: GacktxManaxMiyavi
Bands: Gackt(solo), Moi dix Mois, Miyavi (solo)
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut

A Second Master
Pairing: GacktxManaxKözi
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre:smut
Summary: Gackt was heading to a local bar to be alone, drinking and watching the people. It didn’t turn out as he had planned…

Fragrance
Pairing: GacktxChachamaru
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut
Summary: What -really- goes on behind the stage?

Vanilla
Pairing: GacktxChachamaru
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut
Summary: "Kimi wa... boku no... bannin da"

Sticky Sweet
Pairing: KouseixTeru
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut/fluff
Author's note: Made for a friend of mine :)

Do you dare?
Pairing: ByouxKazuki
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut, a bit of humor
Summary: Kazuki gets dared to wake up a sleeping Byou...

Honey Vanity
Pairing: KözixMana
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: PG
Author's note: A little drabble. I put this song on repeat, it is one of my favourites, and then I started thinking about the lyrics in it...The lyrics to the song are in italics. Written in Közi's POV.

Missing
Pairing:GacktxMana, mentions of ManaxKami
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: PG
Author's note: Another drabble. This has the song "Tallulah" by Sonata Arctica as soundtrack... Gackt's POV.

Oblivious
Pairing: GacktxChachamaru, ChachamaruxGackt
Genre: romance, tiny bit of angst, FLUFF
Rating: PG
Author's note: Fluffy fluff is fluffy :) One of the longer one-shots and I suppose one of the "cutest" too.

Your smile
Pairing: KxMana
Genre: romance, fluff~
Rating: PG-15
Author's note: K's P.O.V. My first KxMana fic! Oh my! I hope you like it ^__^

Not alone
Pairing: GacktxMana
Genre: romance, fluff~
Rating: PG
Author's note: Mana's P.O.V.

Wine, blood and vampires
Pairing: GacktxHakuei
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: Just smut, really
Warnings: rough man on man smex. Some rimming. Just general smut.
Author's note: something I did from a request many many years ago.

TWO-SHOTS/PAGE TORN OUT/OTHER
~Passion~
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut, tiny bits of angst
Summary: After years not talking, they met at a small bar... Love and hate are both passionate feelings.

~Passion~ continuation
Pairing: GacktxManax?
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: smut and some humour
Summary: He knew he couldn't deny the younger men on the bed anything.
Author's note: We all wanted to know what happened, right? The continuation is basically just smut. Enjoy!

Cigarettes and sunglasses
Pairing: MiyavixGackt
Rating: +15 to be safe
Genre: drama/romance/I don't really know...
Author's note: just a little page torn out.

A Secret Love
Pairing: GacktxHyde
Rating: +15
Genre: drama, romance, humour
Author's note: Wrote this for a fellow Gackt and Moon Child-fan. ^__^
Can be seen as a one-shot or the first of two parts.

In My Heart
Pairing: HydexGackt, mentioned HydexMegumi
Rating: +18/NC-17
Genre: drama, romance, angst
Author's note: This can be seen as a one-shot or the sequel to A Secret Love

Wine, blood, and vampires

Wine, blood and vampires [One-shot]

Pairing: GacktxHakuei

Rating: NC-17

Genre: Just smut, really

Warnings: rough man on man smex. Some rimming. Just general smut.


Author’s note: I had this one-shot unfinished since....2011. Hehe. Whoops. Thought I might as well try and get back to it.The format was all messed up when I tried to open it years later, so hopefully I’ve gotten it sorted.Actually, it was funny to read to me. I can’t remember it at all!  It’s a long one, too!

Hakuei was daydreaming where he sat in a small café, when he suddenly was brought back to reality as his cellphone notified tat he has a new test message.

“Hey, wanna go drinking tonight? Got a club I wanna show you, some people you should meet. The usual spot, 10 PM. Be there

He sighed, wondering what place Yoshiki meant this time, not really in the mood to be dragged off to some extravagant place.

“Sure, dresscode?”

It didn’t take long before an answer came back. 

“I’ll fix clothes. Don’t worry about it.”

About 10:30 that night, he found himself being dragged into Yoshiki’s huge walk-in closet.

“Strip”

¨”Yeah, yeah” Hakuei sighed and pulled the worn-out t-shirt over his head. His old friend pulled out a bag with some clothes for him. Taking off his jeans he looked suspicously at the bag.

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Forbidden - Chapter five

Forbidden

Chapter 5/?

Pairing: slight ManaxGackt

Rating: PG-13

Genre: romance, AU,

Warnings: human trafficking/slavery

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not make any profit from this.

Author's note: I’m sorry it has taken such a long time for me to write this chapter*bows* I've been on a very long hiatus because of moods, studies and lack of energy&time (edit: and then for a couple more years, whoops). I hope I still have some readers left, and I'm so so so sorry that I've kept you waiting!


Mana knew that all he wanted was to make his Master happy, to help him in any way he could. Sitting by the grand piano he waited for his Master's return while patiently watching the hours pass by on the great grandfather clock. After some hours in total silence, he carefully and slowly started to explore the keys of the piano, loving the beautiful, crisp sounds that filled the room. He hadn't listened much to music, except for the few times he had watched Gackt play, but he found great comfort in it. Even though never having played before, he quickly memorized the sound of the different keys, in his mind forming symphonies. Remembering a beautiful tune that Gackt had played at a couple occasions, sad and filled with longing, he put his thin fingers to the keys and began playing.

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Transient - Chapter 4

Transient
Chapter 4/?
Pairing: KayaxMana (Schwartz Stein/Moi dix Mois)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: drama, romance, smut
Comments: I know, I take too long to update. Sorry. Hopefully this will be good enough. I love me a more dominant Mana, don't you? Short chapter, but I will hopefully write more soon.

Kaya wasn't surprised at the lavish bedroom, adorned with dark blue heavy velvet drapes or the large bed with wooden bedposts, or the expensive silken sheets. Nor was it the large candelabras with lights already ablaze, lighting up the room just right. What really surprised him was the large mirror over the bed on the wall and on the ceiling.
Kaya stopped in front of the bed, mouth slightly open as he took in the sight. Then he smiled coyly as he saw the older man approaching behind him slowly in the mirror, with a predatory look in his eyes.

”Mana, I didn't know you where such a...” Kaya started, but gasped as the other reached him, and ran his lips along Kaya's neck

”A what?” Mana's voice was husky and close to his ear

”Such a” the singer tried to keep his voice steady ”voyeur” he finally got out.

He could hear the guitarist chuckle, arms wrapping around his waist

”I guess being with vocalists has that effect after a while” Mana smirked

”Who..?” Kaya started, but stopped himself ”ah, nevermind... I'm your singer now”

”And I'm gonna make you sing for me” Mana purred, turning Kaya around in his arms before pulling him into another searing kiss that left both of them gasping. Clothes were qickly discarded and soon Kaya was on the bed, looking up into the mirror, transfixed with the image. Mana was peppering his chest, nipples, and abdomen with light kisses and licks. Kaya moaned and threaded a hand into Mana's curls, pressing him closer. His eyes only left the mirror to look down on Mana as he kissed down to his erection, and licked the head almost teasingly. He moaned at the sight of the guitarist between his legs, smirking as he went down to take the head of Kaya's cock in his mouth. ”Fuck” he breathed, as the guitarist started sucking and taking all of him in.

It wasn't long before that devilish mouth got him close to the edge and he practically chanted Mana's name over and over, clutching the bed sheets in his hands as he tried to hold on and keep his hips steady.

”Ah, I'm...” he moaned, trying to warn the older man. In response Mana fastened his grip on the singer's hips and sucked harder, humming as he did so. As Kaya came, he swallowed around him, drinking everything. Then, Mana kissed him deeply, letting him taste himself.

As he was regaining his breath, he felt a long finger push into him gently, causing him to moan.

Kaya bit his lower lip as he felt the finger moving in and out, and eventually followed by a second finger, slowly stretching him. ”Mana” he mewled as the other hit his prostate ”more”

He was starting to get hard again as the guitarist was working his fingers inside him and his lips and teeth nipping at his neck and chest. Soon, another lubed finger entered him, making him hiss. It didn't take long until the pain was replaced with a burning pleasure, and his hands clawed at Mana's back.

Mana withdrew his fingers, earning a dissapointed pout from the singer, before rolling them around on the bed. ”Ride me” the demand was simple, spoken in a low, husky voice

Eagerly, Kaya climbed on top of him and guided himself down on the other's leaking erection.

”Ah, so big, so good” the singer moaned, throwing his head back. He braced himself on Mana's thighs, before slowly starting to move

”Look at yourself” Mana demanded ”Look how gorgeous you are”

Kaya moaned at the words and the image as he looked up into the mirror, seeing their flushed bodies moving in shared pleasure. The mirrors was a great idea, he managed to think before all thoughts were lost as the sweet spot was brushed. He bit his lip again as the pace was increased, he could feel the other get closer

”Sing for me, Kaya” the guitarist moaned, wrapping a hand around the singer's erection

”Ah, Mana, cum with me, cum, Mana” he rambled as he got closer to the edge.

They locked eyes in the mirror and Mana started pumping the singer quicker, feeling him clamp around him. ”Cum for me baby” he said huskily, almost desperately now pounding into him.

”Aaaahhh, I'm cuming” Kaya moaned loudly, trembling above him as he watched them both in the mirror. The clenching and sight and sound of the singer pushed Mana over the edge as well.

Shaking, Mana pushed himself forward, to lie on Mana's chest, trying to catch his breath.

He felt warm hands running over his back and he smiled against his skin.

The guitarist rolled them onto their side and wrapped the sheets around them.

”The silk will be ruined” Kaya complained, but Mana silenced him with a sweet kiss.

”It's fine. Let's lie here for a while and then shower, okay?”

”Okay” the singer agreed, closing his eyes contently.

Tokyo Nights- Chapter six

Tokyo Nights

Chapter: 6/?

Pairing: KözixMana

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone. This is a work of fiction and I don't make any money from it.

Comments: I'm trying to be better at writing more continously... Unfortunately my brain doesn't agree. Anyway, here's a whole chapter of smut to make it better!


Közi smiled against Mana's lips

”Well, we could always rearrange things and push the futons together so we have one big bed”

”Since when are you the clever one?” Mana chuckled, then leaned back and looked around

”But you're right, we should make this place look better while we're at it”

”Can't it wait until tomorrow?” Közi pouted and pulled the other closer again, pressing small kisses on his neck

”Tomorrow” Mana agreed with a low hum of approval as his eyelids fluttered close.

How could he say no to those lips on his skin? He tilted his neck a little to let the other get better access. Mana could feel himself melt into the other's touch. Small purrs of approval left his lips as the small kisses grew more more sloppy and open-mouthed and he felt teeth lightly nipping at his skin.

As if by their own accord, one hand found it's way to the Közi's hair and the other hand around his shoulder, pulling him tighter against his own body.  

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Transient - Chapter 3

Chapter 3/?
Pairing: KayaxMana (Schwartz Stein/Moi dix Mois)
Rating: Going towards NC-17
Genre: drama, romance

Kaya stood outside Mana's door, nervous, with a had on the doorbell but without pressing it. After a while he had gathered up his courage, took a deep breath and pressed the button. He had only had time to change back into the clothes that he had come to the studio in – tight black jeans that hung low on his hips, a plain black t-shirt and platform shoes. his black hair now curling around his shoulders sensually. The singer worried his lower lip with his teeth as he waited for the door to be opened. And what a sight the guitarist was when it finally did. Kaya's eyes roamed freely over the older man's figure. Long legs were accentuated by the EGA skirt with a long slit up his toned thigh. The skirt came with corset top and a loose white shirt on top which made the look more masculine. And deliciously sexy, Kaya added in his mind.

The guitarist smiled that wicked half-smile and gestured inside ”Please, come in, Kaya” The way that Mana had said his name could have made the man melt into a puddle on the door step, so sultry, but somehow he managed to urge his body to follow Mana inside.

”What can I offer you to drink?” Mana asked, walking over to a drinks cabinet lined with elegant crystal glasses and an array of containers and bottles. ”Wine, or something stronger?”

”I'll have whatever you're having” Kaya replied, the drinks weren't a priority in his mind right now

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Transient Chapter 2

Transient
Chapter 2/?
Pairing: KayaxMana (Schwartz Stein/Moi dix Mois)
Rating: PG for now
Genre: drama
Disclaimer: Sorry it's been such a long while. I don't own anyone in these stories, unfortunately. Hope you'll enjoy it!

Kaya laid awake in his bed, thinking about Mana's voice and those slender hands on his cheek. His heart had thumped unsteadily by the proximity, and he had been so relieved when the taxi came so that he could get out before making an even bigger fool of himself. Surely, the other man had noticed how his breath had hitched when he touched him? What would he think of Kaya, acting like that? He cursed under his breath as he looked at the clock on his bedside table, two A.M. and no sleep. In a matter of days, a strict schedule of promoting their band and recordings would start. And, he'd have to face Hora the next morning as well about their name and how dinner had went. Thankfully, his bandmate wasn't an early riser either, so he might just get 5 or 6 hours of sleep anyway.

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Gardenia - Prologue

Gardenia - Prologue

Chapter 1/?

Pairing: KözixMana

Rating: PG for now

Genre: Romance

Author's note: Connected to the S-CONSCIOUS series. Starts soon after Gackt left Mizer. This will be more fluffy, and less angsty, I hope.  I need my faves to be happier. I don't know how long this series will be, bear with me, I need something lovey-dovey right now but the entirety of the series is yet to be determined. The first chapter is quite short, sorry. Enjoy!


Together with Közi and Yu~ki, Mana had taken the band i a new direction. They had closed ranks, once again redefining the group with the help of a new singer giving them a new sound and new image. Klaha had been welcomed with open arms. He was kind and polite, showing utmost professional courtesy and simply just slid into the position of singer without much demands to steer the band in any direction. It felt natural to have Klaha as their singer. It suited Mana just fine. Him and Közi were after all the leaders of the band, it was their vision. And they didn't need any more drama, not after all that had happened with Gackt.  

Malice Mizer was looking forward, and so did the guitarists. They had finally, after eight months after Gackt's leaving, found a relationship that was strong and that worked for them.


Light which peeked through the morning mist tells of the end of the eternal night,
and you now open your trembling eyelids in the expanding dawn of this garden
Together with you...


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Not alone

Not alone [One-shot (probably)]

Pairing: GacktxMana

Genre: fluff, mostly

Disclaimer: I wish I was rich and in possession of these men, but alas, I am not.


Mana smiles as he watches his old friend perform from the side of the stage, wearing normal-looking clothes and minimal make-up to not be recognised by fans. The song ends, and deafening applauses and darkness surrounds him. After a few moments the spotlights come unto the stage, revealing the two shirtless singers on stage. This would be one of the last songs of the set, he knew, and he could see Gackt looking tired and sweaty, still going on adrenaline alone. The song started, and Mana watched with a small pang of jealousy as the two singers faced each other as they sung.

DON'T CRY
YOUR TEARS HAVE TURNED TO SNOW
もう悲しみはいらない
I'M GONNA BE WITH YOU
I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
その手を差し出して  

Of course, he knew he was being silly, but the way Gackt smiled at Jon right there made him frown deeply. Seeing their fanservice grated on his nerves. Of course, Jon was straight and Gackt was surely just doing his performance, but still. It wasn't strange to be possessive or jealous over such a charming, flirting man, but Mana surely he had no right to feel that way. Mana closed his eyes and let Gackt's voice wash over him, how he loved that voice.

WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT, YOU AND I
SO HOW ABOUT GIVING OUR
LOVE A TRY?
NOW DO YOU WANNA TAKE MY
LOVE TONIGHT?
真夜中に抜け出して  

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Tokyo Nights Chapter 5

Chapter: 5/?

Pairing: KözixMana

Rating: Pretty PG

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone. This is a work of fiction and I don't make any money from it.

Comments: Sooooo sorry I've been the crappiest of author's to not write in such a long time! But, I'm back! I'll try to write more. Gomen!


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